Mercy in the Middle by Deb T. 'He's in the middle of her pain, In the middle of her shame. Mercy brings life. He's in the middle. Mercy in the middle.' 'Ask Me,' by Amy Grant Kendra Tyler stuck close to her group, once more wishing she was anywhere but here. She looked at her new friend, Maddy Stuart. . .the other girl seemed just as uneasy as Kendra. The girl was pleased about that. . .sort of. Kendra didn't know what the men in this wing were serving time for, but she really didn't care. She didn't like the way many of them looked at her. It made her feel. . .dirty. "Excuse me, but what are you doing? Those children shouldn't be here!" a voice snapped. Kendra turned to face the owner of the voice. . .he was a tall man, much taller than Kendra's father, wearing a uniform and a grim expression. His eyes softened when he looked at the eighth graders, and Kendra relaxed. A little bit, anyhow. She wouldn't feel better until they left. "I'm sorry. . .I was told that the entire prison was open," Kendra's teacher, Mr. Weston, replied politely. The first man glowered at the teacher. The entire wing had gone silent. . .the banging on the bars had stopped, as had the catcalls. And for some reason, that worried Kendra. "It's not. . .especially not to a group of eighth-grade kids! Do you have any idea what kind of men are in this wing?" the man asked. To Kendra's surprise, her teacher flushed and looked away. The man shook his head and continued, "That's pathetic. That's really pathetic. You put the lives of these kids at risk, and I'm willing to bet their parents didn't even know it. Get them out of here, now." Kendra exchanged a look with Maddy. "Yeah. . .get those little kids out of here," a man in a nearby cell said mockingly. Kendra's skin crawled from the look in his eyes, hatred mixed with something else she couldn't identify, and Maddy stepped closer to her protectively. Both girls gasped, however, when a huge man arose from a bunk just behind the speaker. "You touch any of those kids, Mathews, and I'll see to it that you get a taste of your own medicine," the big man said coldly. The prison guard took that opportunity to hustle the subdued thirteen year olds from the wing. The shouting resumed behind them, and Kendra shuddered. "That man was a monster," Maddy said softly, "my aunt is a lawyer, Kendra. She told me once what happens to men like that in here." Maddy glanced over her shoulder, a cold expression settling on her face. For a moment, just a moment, she looked far older than her thirteen years, as she continued, "I just wish I could be around when that monster gets his." Kendra looked at her friend as they headed downstairs, unsure of what to say. What could she say? . . . She had returned to the living. . .why had she returned to the living? She knew she had been dead. . .could still feel the agony as the doctors pronounced her little boy dead, and she followed him a few seconds, few minutes later. Time truly didn't matter, not after death. And then she saw the drama unfolding in front of her-two men arguing. One man wore a uniform, the other was dressed in street clothes. She saw a young girl, perhaps twelve or thirteen years of age, and then she saw the prisoner. She knew that look. She had seen that expression before, though never directed at a child. Seeing that look was more than the spirit could bear. Her hands clenched into fists at her sides, her bright blue eyes flaming with fury. She could feel the child's fear, could see inside the man's mind. And she wanted to hurt him. If I had a body, the woman thought, I could make him pay for the way he looks at her. But I don't have a body, and I have no way to make him stop. A cry of pain drew the woman's attention from the young girl, who was leaving the prison. A few yards away, a man was bent double with pain. Urgent inquiries from his cellmate revealed that the source of the agony was his groin. . .and the spirit realized that she had done this. A cold smile crossed the woman's face. It would seem that I'm not as helpless as I first thought, she decided. So be it. I will make that man pay for looking at the child the way he did. . .I will make him pay for frightening her so terribly! I swear it! . . . The inmate named 'Mathews' had dropped his eyes and turned from the children as soon as his cellmate spoke. He had already had a taste of his cellmate's sense of justice, when he first arrived. . .he didn't wish for a second example. Besides, he had other ways to spend his time. Still, that didn't prevent him from wishing he could smother his cellmate in his sleep. He had tried that once, and spent two weeks in the infirmary because the big ox had beaten the living shit out of him. "Hello there," a soft voice cooed. Mathews looked up to see a beautiful, golden-haired woman standing in the cell, just a few feet away from him. His jaw dropped and the woman continued, "You weren't expecting any company, I see. That's just as well. . .I have plans for you." Mathews could only gape at first, then it turned to a leer. In that split second, the woman's smile disappeared, and her eyes flashed blue fire. She hissed, "I saw the way you looked at that child. . .saw the pleasure you took in her fear." Mathews pulled away, beginning to feel afraid. How did she know about the brats? And who was this broad? The woman continued, "I have decided that you must pay for the way you looked at that little girl. . .for the pleasure you took in her fear. The excitement it gave you." Her eyes narrowed to slits and it was then that the pain hit. Mathews doubled over on his bunk, whimpering. But the pain didn't ease. . .it intensified. The woman repeated, "You must pay!" Pain like Mathews had never known ripped through his body, and for a third time, the woman said, "You must pay!" And then. . .then there was nothing. Only darkness. . . . Derek Rayne looked at the clock which sat on his desk. Two hours late, he thought, where are they? 'They' were Nick Boyle, Derek's godson Philip, and daughter Lissa. He was a little worried. . .and he knew if Lissa wasn't home soon, World War Three would break out between Drs. Rachel Corrigan and Molly Summers, who was also Lissa's aunt. So far, Molly's six year old daughter, Cassie, had kept things on an even keel, but. . . Derek smiled. Cassie, a tiny, dark-haired child with a radiant smile, reminded him strongly of Lissa at that age. Especially when she smiled. "Lissa! Mummy, Lissa is home!" Derek heard Cassie squeal joyfully. Derek was on his feet and headed out of his office, even before he heard the front door open. As he walked down the stairs, Cassie exclaimed, "Lissa, we came for a visit, but you weren't here! Your daddy said that you were on a retreat. Lissa, what's a retreat?" Derek reached the first floor as Lissa scooped the child into her arms. His daughter laughed aloud as Cassie covered her face with kisses. Philip and Nick were also smiling, though there was a sadness in Philip's pale eyes. Lissa said, "Hello, Cassandra! A retreat is a second treat when you've been very, very good!" "Lissa, that's silly! Are these your friends? Derek said that you were with two friends. . .Nick and Philip. Mummy said that Philip was the friend who was hurt so bad. He looks like he's better now," Cassie said. Derek waited for the little girl to run out of steam before he joined his daughter and the others. "You're right, I am being silly. And yes, these are my friends. Nick is wearing the funny baseball cap. . .and that's Philip. Speaking of which, we should get inside, so Philip can sit down. He's still healing, even though he's feeling much better now," Lissa replied. "Welcome home, Miss Elizabeth. . .Master Nick. . .Father Philip," Duncan said, smiling at the three young people. He added as he glanced at Cassie, "Miss Cassie has been a very good companion ever since she arrived, although she reminds me of you when you were small, Miss Elizabeth." "Uh-oh," Lissa replied with a laugh, "that sounds ominous! Cassie, why don't you give Nick a hug? I haven't properly greeted my father." Cassie cocked her head to one side, evidently unsure of Nick, and Lissa whispered something to her. The child's eyes lit up and she went to Nick willingly. Lissa walked into Derek's arms, murmuring, "It's okay, Dad. . .we're home, and everything is fine." Derek held his daughter tightly. For the moment, that was all he needed. . .just to hold her. She had only been gone a few days, but he had missed her terribly. Her embrace was equally fierce, and it was only Molly's exasperated, "Well, it's about time you got home, young lady!" which broke up the father-daughter reunion. Lissa released Derek, rolling her eyes heavenward, then moved out of his arms to embrace her aunt. Molly gathered Lissa in her arms, and Derek could hear his daughter gasp. The linguist said fiercely, "Don't you ever scare me like that again, Elizabeth Marie Anne Rayne! I mean it!" "I'm sorry. . .I was just trying to protect Dad. And I'm fine now, Aunt Molly, just a little sore. Since I don't think the two of you have met. . .Aunt Molly, this is Nick Boyle, our security expert in residence. And I'm sure you remember Philip," Lissa replied. Molly released Lissa to walk to Philip's side. Derek started to warn Molly not to hug him, that Philip was still recovering, but the linguist simply put both of her hands on his shoulders and rocked up onto her toes to kiss his forehead. She said very quietly, "You've grown up on me, Philip. . .you were supposed to stay twelve forever." "I'm sorry. . .I do hope you can forgive me," the young priest answered with the barest hint of a smile. Molly laughed and very gently put her arms around his shoulders to hold him for a moment. Even so, Derek heard Philip gasp in pain when the younger man put his arms around Molly gingerly. He fought the urge to do something. . .it wasn't his place. "I can forgive you for growing up. . .my own niece did that to me, so I can't expect anything different from you. However. . .just what did you think you were doing? Broken ribs? A ruptured spleen? Head injuries? Then nearly being smothered to death by a teenager not in control of his own body? Philip, we have got to teach you how to defend yourself properly! I can't take much more!" Molly chided. Aunt Molly, he hasn't exactly enjoyed the last two and a half weeks. Especially not when Nick and I kept making him laugh," Lissa replied. Molly released Philip and turned to her niece once more. Derek recognized the expression in her eyes, and apparently, Lissa did as well, for she asked, "I take it that you've met the ladies?" "I've met Dr. Corrigan and Xan, yes. I've also met Dr. Corrigan's daughter. . .she and Cassie had great fun yesterday playing something called 'shadow tag.' Lissa, you weren't joking when you said that Alex was beautiful both in and outside. I've greatly enjoyed talking with her," Molly replied, then added, "And I'm not finished with you, Lissa." "Fine. . .in that case, Aunt Molly, you can help me carry my stuff upstairs. I know Dad would like a few minutes alone with Nick and Philip. Now, as for Cassie. . ." Lissa said, turning her attention to the little girl. Derek glanced at Duncan, who nodded with a faint smile. The butler approached the little girl. "It would be my pleasure to take Miss Cassie into the kitchen. . .I believe Cook has just finished a batch of chocolate chip cookies, and Miss Cassie informed me last night that chocolate chip cookies were her most favorite cookies in the world. If that is agreeable to you, Dr. Summers?" Duncan asked, turning to face Molly, who nodded. "Of course, Duncan, and it's acceptable for you to call 'Molly.' Lissa and Philip weren't the only children who turned your hair white prematurely," Molly said with an impish grin. The butler raised an eyebrow, took Cassie's hand, and led her into the kitchen. Molly picked up a bag and said, "Now, young lady. . .we talk!" The younger woman laughed and they headed upstairs to Lissa's room. That left the three men alone in the foyer. Rachel and Kat were at a doctor's appointment, while Alex was at George Saxon's apartment. Philip asked quietly, "I take it there have been problems between Molly and Rachel, then?" Derek sighed, leading his godson and Nick into the study, and replied, "That's one way of looking at it. Ever since Molly arrived yesterday afternoon, she and Rachel have been at each other's throats. Molly called out of the blue the day before yesterday, saying that she would be arriving. I had a sense that something was wrong then." "You did seem a bit. . .resigned. . .when you told me about Molly's visit. Not particularly enthusiastic. What exactly is Molly's problem with Rachel?" Nick asked and Derek sighed again, shrugging. If only it was that easy. Nick must have understood, for he said, "Well, maybe it's just a simple personality clash. What else has been going on?" "Oh, I'm sure it's more than a simple personality clash, Nick, but for now, things are under control. Lissa was always a calming influence on Molly, even as a small girl. Cassandra is a wonderful child. . .she made friends with Kat and Alex immediately. Really, I can't get over how much Cassie reminds me of Lissa at that age," Derek said. He shook himself, then said, "But enough. I want to hear about this retreat. . .you and Lissa worked things out, and you can work together again, Philip?" The younger man nodded and Derek said, "Good. . .I'm very glad to hear that. Now, we have just received some new artifacts. . ." . . . "I'm really glad that everything has returned to normal between you and Philip. Derek told me the reason for the retreat. I'm sorry it was necessary, but I'm glad things are all right now," Molly said as her niece began unpacking. Lissa responded with a tired smile. "I'm glad, too. I really hated how strained things were between us," she said. Lissa paused, looking at the door, then walked swiftly to close it. The younger woman sat down and said quietly, "Just to let you know. Philip knows that Cassie is my daughter. He's not going to tell anyone, not until I'm ready to talk about it." "Thank God," Molly breathed. Not that she was terribly concerned about Philip Callaghan doing anything to hurt her niece. Hell would freeze over first. She searched Lissa's dark hazel eyes, which were so much like Derek's. Lissa looked a little tired, but she was hardly downcast. Molly asked, "Are you really all right, sweetheart?" Lissa smiled. . .it was her mother's smile, and seeing it made Molly's heart hurt. Even after all these years, she still missed both Fiona and Alicia keenly. Derek had told her the truth about Fiona's death, and privately, Molly hoped that Randolph Hitchcock was still alive once Derek finished with him for what Hitchcock had done to Philip. . .so Molly could punish him for what he had done to Fiona and Lissa. Her niece said, "Aunt Molly, I'm fine. Truly, I am. I won't deny that the empty space inside my heart is still there. It is. It will always be there, perhaps. But I'm going to be just fine. My question is, do you understand why I did it? What the difference is?" It took Molly a moment to understand what her niece meant, then she said, "Oh. Oh, Lissa, honey. . .of course I understand! Leaving the police force because your overprotective aunt asks you to, and leaving the force in order to save your best friend's life. . .sweetheart, if I didn't understand that, I would be a piss-poor excuse for an aunt! Of course I understand the difference!" "Thank you," Lissa replied quietly, "thank you for understanding, and for not referring to my choice as a 'sacrifice.' It was something which needed to be done, which had to be done. And so, I did it. Nothing noble about it." Except, Molly thought, there is something very noble about it. Lissa would never forgive me for saying so, but there was a nobility to her actions. I know that looking in the mirror each morning would have been impossible for Lissa, if she hadn't made the choice she did. . .but that doesn't take away from what she did. However, she said none of that to her niece. Instead, she said, "Well, as long as you're okay, and as long as you and Pip are still friends, that's all that counts. Now, sweetheart, tell me why you were so late in getting home! Poor Derek was worried sick about you!" "I should explain what happened to him as well. . . sorry about that. What happened was, I swung by the precinct to give Sandy her birthday present, and she got to telling me about something that happened at the prison this morning. One of the inmates was found dead," Lissa explained. Molly shrugged. That was nothing new, no matter where you lived. Lissa added, "Ahh, but that's not all. The cause of death is really, really weird, Aunt Molly. . ." . . . When Alex returned, she discovered the Range Rover sitting in its customary space. A broad grin spread across her face. . .Nick, Philip, and Lis are home, she thought. Alex's only regret was that she hadn't seen Lissa's expression when she saw her aunt. But George had been having trouble with his plumbing, and Alex agreed to help him. Even after the problem was solved, however, the pair talked. Alex could talk to George, about anything. He was becoming a good friend. However, Alex wouldn't tell him about the difficulties between Molly Summers and Rachel. That was something she had to discuss with Lissa. The impression she had received from Molly, in their brief telephone conversation, was that of a protective mother guarding her young. . .but she had a sense of humor. And yet, ever since her arrival at the San Francisco House. . .something just seemed off. It's like Molly hated Rachel even before she even arrived, Alex thought, and I doubt Lissa told Molly about Rachel's remark about Lissa never forgiving Philip. So why is she so contemptuous of Rachel? Alex wasn't sure of the answer, but one thing she did know: if a case became serious while Molly was here, the San Francisco House was in for trouble. Molly's contempt would inhibit her ability to work with Rachel, which would place everyone else in danger. . . . "That is weird," Molly agreed after Lissa finished telling her about the new case, "but I'm glad that you're out of that. I never liked the idea of your being a cop. . .I'm glad you're out of the line of fire." Lissa laughed outright as she finished hanging up the last of her clothes. "My dear Aunt Molly, that's far from the truth and you know it! I'm still in the line of fire. . .just a different kind. And you know why I became a police officer. You've always known," Lissa replied. Aunt Molly nodded, a shadow passing over her eyes, and Lissa continued, "We won't go into your guilt again, will we? I've explained it to Xan as well. You're not responsible for that." Her aunt nodded and Lissa sighed with relief, "Good. Now. You can answer something for me. What exactly is your problem with Rachel?" "She's a rude, obnoxious bimbo. . .nothing more needs to be said," Aunt Molly replied flatly. Lissa just looked at her aunt, who continued with exasperation, "Look, I don't like the way she jokes around about serious stuff, nor do I care for the way she patronizes you and Alex, and I really don't like her dismissive attitude toward Philip!" "Alex, Philip, and I can take care of ourselves, Aunt Molly. Rachel doesn't mean anything by her jokes," Lissa explained reasonably, "it's just her way of dealing with things she can't understand. And as for her patronizing. . . I don't take it personally. Neither does Alex. Rachel doesn't have the Sight, so it's very hard for her to understand someone who does." She was well aware that she had left something out in her defense of Rachel. "And I still don't like the way she dismisses Philip! My God, he has put himself at risk to save her daughter how many times? And she seems to have a hard time even remembering his name! And that remark she made about how you would probably never forgive Philip for the choice you had to make. . .who in the hell does that woman think she is?" Molly demanded. Lissa's hands clenched into fists. "Who told you about that?" she asked. After a moment, she shook her head, adding, "Never mind. . .I already know. Look, Rachel isn't that bad if you know how to take her. Just relax. . .you're on vacation! As for the times when Philip has risked his life for Kat's sake. . ." This time, it was Lissa who fell silent at Molly's fierce look. "If someone had done that for Cassie," Aunt Molly said in a low voice, "I would do anything for them. And I know you would as well. So don't you dare make excuses for that woman, Elizabeth Marie Anne. . .and don't you tell me that she's been through a lot. Your father has already tried that, and it didn't work coming from him. Natalie has been through hell, too, and she doesn't cop an attitude with anyone in the Legacy. We won't even discuss what my sisters went through before their respective deaths." "I take it that you left Natalie in charge of Toronto House while you're gone?" Lissa asked, seizing the change in topic before she and her aunt had a genuine argument. Aunt Molly closed her eyes, then nodded. Lissa continued, "How is she doing? Have her powers started manifesting yet?" "Not really, but it would seem the vampire population is lying low in Toronto. So Nat really hasn't had a chance to utilize her powers," her aunt explained. Molly paused, then asked curiously, "That reminds me, sweetheart. . .have you told Derek about your telekinetic powers yet?" Lissa blushed and replied, "Yeah. . .I kinda had to, when Dad saw a glass of water explode during dinner time. I had to tell the entire table that I have always had telekinetic abilities. And then, I told Dad and Philip that was how I knocked Mr. Arkady down the stairs in Peru." Aunt Molly laughed, her blue eyes sparkling with amusement as she replied, "Yes, Derek told me about that. Your sense of justice is. . .well, both Alicia and Fiona would have approved, I think. God, Lis. . .my sisters are so proud of you. I hope you know that." Lissa nodded soberly. After her encounter with her mother in the cabin, yes, she did know that. She knew how much her mother loved her, and how proud she was. All doubts had been swept away. . . . "Hey, kiddo. . .I was starting to get worried about you," Adrian Tyler said as his thirteen year old daughter shuffled into the kitchen. It was eleven in the morning, but it was Saturday. Still, it was very unlike Kendra, and Adrian's concern grew when he saw his daughter's expression. "I had a bad dream, Daddy," Kendra replied, walking into Adrian's open arms. The doctor drew his daughter close, chilled. Kendra never called him 'Daddy,' not unless she was really disturbed. Adrian held her close, trying to reassure her, and nearly gasped at the fierceness of her embrace. Yes, his little girl was terrified by something. . . . 'Terrified' wasn't quite the best word to describe the emotions which raced through Kendra Tyler. However, in a pinch, it would do. The girl didn't stop to wonder how she could read her father's mind. . .it was something she had always been able to do, ever since she was small. What did scare her was the dream she had, a dream about a beautiful angel who killed people. Only it wasn't just any person whom this angel of death had killed, but the man who had been looking at Kendra with such hatred the day before, while Kendra's class was visiting the prison. It was just a bad dream, Kendra told herself, just a bad dream, it didn't really happen. As she pressed her face against her father's chest, the teenager desperately wanted to believe that. Reading her father's mind was one thing. Seeing things happen in her dreams. . . ah, that was something else entirely. She wanted to believe it was just a bad dream, but Kendra had had these dreams in the past. Dreams which came true. The night before Father Callaghan was attacked, Kendra had awakened from a nightmare, screaming in terror. She had seen a horribly deformed creature attacking her priest. The next morning, he was savagely beaten and nearly killed. But for now, Kendra clung to her father and to the hope that for once, her dreams were just that. The teen closed her eyes, holding her father even tighter. He was the one constant in her life, the one person she could count on. As far back as Kendra could remember, her father had taken care of her. He wouldn't let anything hurt her now. . . . "There was another reason why you went to see Sandy, wasn't there?" Molly asked her niece to change the subject, and Lissa looked at the older woman with a half-smile. Ever since she could remember, her aunt had been able to see beyond the surface of what Lissa told her to the truth. "Yes. Sandy has been having marital problems for a while, ever since she got back from Mexico. Lewis wants her to leave the police force, Sandy refuses to even consider it. I don't like getting caught in the middle, but Sandy's my friend. She needs someone who willl listen to her," Lissa explained, folding her legs under her body. "Did Nick and Philip stay in the Range Rover while you were in the precinct?" Aunt Molly asked and Lissa bobbed her head. Yes, Philip had been asleep when Nick pulled up in front of the precinct, and Nick didn't want to leave him alone. Aunt Molly continued, "Good. I'm glad." "Philip fell asleep about thirty minutes after we left the cabin, and I didn't want to wake him. Good Lord, Aunt Molly, it's a wonder he's not back in the hospital! He didn't get much rest while we were at the cabin, between the pillow fight and Mama's antics," Lissa replied. Although, 'antics' wasn't a good way to describe her mother's visit. "Fiona. . .you saw Fiona?" Aunt Molly gasped, her blue eyes widening with shock. Lissa nodded, smiling gently, and her aunt took her hands, continuing, "Tell me. . .tell me about my sister." Lissa squeezed the older woman's hands, her own vision blurring with tears. "Well. . .she's at peace now, although she told me that she will always come back when I need her. Would you like me to tell you everything that happened? You know Mama. . .she has this sense of the dramatic, so of course she had to make a grand entrance," Lissa said with a broad grin and her aunt nodded, blinking back tears. "Yeah, that's Fiona for you. . .just loves making her dramatic entrances. What did she do this time. . .appear in the middle of the kitchen in a magician's outfit, complete with a top hat and leotards under her black shorts?" Aunt Molly asked. Lissa threw back her head and laughed, drawing a watery smile from her aunt, who continued, "I'll take that as a 'no,' then. So what did she do?" "Oh, we rented a few videos, including 'Independence Day' and 'The Empire Strikes Back.' While Nick was re- running 'Empire Strikes Back,' I heard laughter coming from outside the cabin," Lissa replied and proceeded to explain what her mother had done to get their attention. . . . She was satiated. . .her blood-lust had been eased by her attack on the monster in the prison. She drifted. . .it had felt so good, to inflict the pain and the terror this time. This time? The spirit frowned. What had triggered her rage? Yes, she had wanted to protect the innocent. But there had been a darker desire, underlying her wish to protect the child. Something dark, something cruel, something. . . At last, the spirit gave up. She was too tired to think about it right now. Later, when it was important, she would think about it then. For now, she would simply be grateful that the child was safe, that she had protected an innocent young girl from evil. For now, she thought sleepily, I must rest. I'm tired. I'm so very tired. And the spirit, who still didn't remember her name, drifted softly back into oblivion. She would be awakened again when another child needed her protection from a demon in human form. Shortly before she had left the mortal world, she had learned that many, many demons were cloaked in human flesh. In the kitchen, Cassie Summers ate cookies while the kitchen staff fussed over her. Duncan watched with an indulgent smile. . .he had known whom this little girl was from the instant he saw her. She looked just like her mother had at that age, and Duncan couldn't understand why Dr. Rayne didn't see that. Especially since she had Miss Elizabeth's smile. That smile flashed now as the little girl asked earnestly, "Duncan, do you think I can call my Aunt Natalie now? Mummy said that we could call Aunt Nat when Lissa got home from her 'treat." "I cannot give you permission, Miss Cassie, but if you ask Dr. Rayne nicely, he may agree. Would you like to ask him now?" Duncan replied. The little girl nodded, putting down her cookie and wiping her mouth with the napkin Cook had given her. She took Duncan's hand and together, they walked to the study. It's not my place to tell Dr. Rayne, Duncan thought, but I hope Miss Elizabeth tells him soon. I am certain that Father Philip knows the truth. . .they never kept secrets from each other when they were small. But Dr. Rayne should know about his granddaughter. . . . During the last few days, Cassie had observed her surroundings with eagle eyes, a phrase she had learned from her cousin Lissa. It had taken her that long to discover a few things. First, Lissa's real daddy was nice, even if he did seem a little scary at first. Secondly, Dr. Rachel's daughter Kat was a lot of fun. And finally, Cassie had realized that her mother disliked Dr. Rachel. The little girl hadn't figured out exactly why yet, or even if she should like Dr. Rachel herself, but she could tell that her mother didn't like Kat's mum. Duncan, who had been taking care of Cassie while her mummy talked with Lissa, said as they entered the study, "Dr. Rayne, Miss Cassie would like to know if she's permitted to use the telephone. She would like very much to call her aunt Natalie, Dr. Summers' dear friend, in Toronto." "I think that may be arranged. Nick, why don't you help Cassie and Duncan with that? I think Philip has done enough moving around for one day. . .he needs to rest," Derek replied. Cassie had decided that she liked Derek, especially when he smiled, as he was now. Nick and Philip, she wasn't sure of them, although Philip had nice eyes. However, she said, "Thank you, Derek. Aunt Natalie wanted to know as soon as we got in, and when we got here, Lissa wasn't, so Aunt Natalie wanted to know when Lissa got in." The words emerged in a rush, and Derek smiled as he gently pushed Philip against the sofa. Nick rose to his feet, joining Cassie and Duncan. The child asked curiously, "Derek? How come Philip is hurt?" "Because a mean man wanted to get back at Derek, kiddo. He knew that Philip was very special to Derek, just like Lissa is, and so he had Philip beaten up really, really badly. So badly, we were afraid that he would die," Nick replied as he swung Cassie up into his arms. The little girl froze in the man's embrace, saying, "That's awful! I hope that mean man dies! Did he try to hurt Lissa, too?" Cassie could remember how her mummy had cried when she found out that Lissa had been shot again. Cassie had cried as well. Derek nodded and Cassie spat, "I hope he dies! He shouldn't have hurt Philip and Lissa!" "We'll make sure he doesn't hurt Lissa or Philip, ever again. Now what do you say we call your aunt Natalie, huh? We wouldn't want her worrying about you, or your mom, or Lissa," Nick said. Cassie nodded, waving to Derek and Philip as the man carried her from the room. They both waved back, and Cassie thought about what she had heard. Mummy says that Lissa and Nick went to the mountains, so they could take special care of Philip, the little girl thought, and that Philip is really, really special to Lissa. I guess that means I should take care of him, too. However, there was no more time for her to think about that, as they had reached the telephone. Nick asked, settling her on the stool beside the phone, "Do you know your aunt Natalie's phone number, or do I need to ask your mom?" Cassie made a face at him as she dialed the familiar numbers. When Cassie started kindergarten, her mummy had made sure she knew the number. On the second ring, a familiar voice said, "Natalie's bed and breakfast." Cassie giggled openly at the greeting, and her aunt continued, "Fiona Cassandra Summers, is that you? Don't tell me that Lissa finally got home from this mountain retreat of hers, and your mum is talking to her?" "Okay, I won't," Cassie replied. It was an old joke between them, which Natalie had started when she moved in nearly a year earlier. Her aunt laughed, causing Cassie to giggle, and the little girl continued, "Lissa is home, and Mummy is helping her to unpack. Aunt Natalie, I met Philip and Nick, Lissa's friends. You know, Mummy said that Philip got hurt. . .maybe I should take care of him, too. . ." . . . Adrian Tyler couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong with his daughter. Certainly, she was reaching puberty, and Kendra was starting to get moody. But this was different somehow. . .his daughter wasn't being moody, she seemed out and out terrified by this damn dream. From the time Kendra was a small girl, she had always shown an amazing aptitude for knowing what he needed, when he needed it. At the time, Adrian had chalked it up to a little girl being in tune with her father. But she was a teenager now. . .and there were certain things he couldn't overlook. Like her incredible ability to read his mind. . .as well as her unusually vivid dreams. Adrian was a doctor, a scientist of the physical world. More specifically, he was a medical doctor. But ever since witnessing a strange event in the hospital room of a critically injured young priest, Adrian had been forced to confront the possibility that there was something far beyond the physical world. There was absolutely no logical reason for what had happened in Philip Callaghan's hospital room. All of that was driven from his mind, however, as his daughter screamed. After releasing him, Kendra had gone to get the morning paper while Adrian finished up breakfast. Lost in his reverie, he hadn't even heard Kendra re-enter the house. She stood just inside the kitchen doorway, her eyes wide with shock as she stared at the headline. Adrian snatched the paper from his daughter's trembling hands and read the headline. A man had died, an inmate from the prison Kendra's class had visited the previous day. Kendra whispered, her eyes wide with horror, "I saw him in my dream, Daddy. He was the man who looked at me yesterday, the man who scared me. Maddy said that terrible things happen to men like that in prison, but she didn't say what kind of man he was. And then last night, I saw him in my dream. He was in pain, Daddy, he was in so much pain." Kendra's voice caught, and Adrian put the paper on the table, drawing his daughter into his arms once more. He once more cursed Kendra's teacher for even taking them to the prison, then cursed himself for agreeing to let her go. But Adrian had believed that there were lessons his daughter could learn in the visit. Though if he had known that child molesters were part of the tour, well. . . However, he said none of this to his trembling daughter. All he said was, "I'm here, baby, I'm here." It wasn't particularly imaginative, or even reassuring, but Adrian was in over his head. Since nothing he could say sounded right under the circumstances, Adrian said nothing and just held his little girl tightly. . . . Unpacking didn't take long at all. . .but there was a lot which both Molly and Lissa needed to say. While Molly was thrilled that her niece was no longer a cop, she was saddened by the way it came about. . .just as the other part of her niece's choice disturbed her. Molly knew Lissa had never wanted Philip to learn that she loved him. Then again, there was a lot Lissa hadn't wanted Philip to know. . .not the least of which was the existence of her six year old daughter. Lissa hadn't gone into the details about how Philip had learned about Cassie, but she seemed to be at peace with his knowledge. For that, Molly was grateful. Now, she thought, to tell Derek! However, Molly knew that would be a much harder conversation for her niece. The linguist wished there was something she could do, but there was nothing any of them could do. This was something Lissa had to do, alone. Molly hated it, but there was nothing she could do about it. Molly also wished that either of her older sisters were around. . .she was afraid that if she had to deal with Rachel Corrigan on a daily basis, Molly would strangle her. Even more, Molly cursed Winston Rayne for appearing in Toronto and telling her so much about the psychiatrist. There was no need for her to know that Dr. Corrigan had blamed Derek for Ruth Cantwell's death when she first learned of Winston's fatal mistake. . .it was none of her business. But Winston had been furious with the shrink for even thinking that Lissa wouldn't forgive Philip for her departure from the force. Truthfully, Molly didn't blame him. That had to be the stupidest thing she had ever heard. But they had made it through that difficulty, and were good friends again. Somehow, Lissa had accepted that Philip cared for her, no matter what. And Philip had accepted that Lissa loved him enough to give up her career for him. Molly was unaware that she had spoken aloud, until Lissa said with exasperation, "If I hear one more person say that. . .for the last time, I am not a martyr! It makes me sound like some sort of friggin' martyr when you say that!" Molly flashed her niece an apologetic smile, replying, "I'm sorry, honey. But that's how I see your decision. I know you would make the same choice a second time, and that you want to go on with your life. But I'm very, very proud of you. I know it wasn't an easy choice to make." Lissa sighed, running her hand over her eyes, replying, "No, it wasn't, and I'm sorry for snapping at you." Molly just smiled gently. She didn't take it personally. Lissa continued, "But it was the only one I could make, Aunt Molly. How could I live with myself, how could I face myself in the mirror each morning. . .if I'd let Philip die? I couldn't do that, Aunt Molly. Maybe that makes me a coward, but I couldn't let Philip die, not if I could save him." "You are no coward, Elizabeth Marie Anne Rayne!" Molly replied fiercely. She knew that she was over-reacting, but she couldn't help it. She hated it when Lissa put herself down, as her niece was doing now. After a moment, she continued in a more gentle voice, "So. . .do you feel up to talking about it now, honey?" She knew this was at the heart of her niece's time away from the House with Nick and Philip. The young woman didn't respond immediately. "I remember the day I came home. . .I steeled myself, Aunt Molly, for the staff to call me 'Detective Rayne.' They couldn't help themselves. . .it's what they've called me for months. Imagine my surprise when Duncan called me 'Miss Elizabeth' as if he had been doing it forever. No strain, nothing like that. . .just 'Miss Elizabeth.' And by the time Philip came home from the hospital, the staff was calling me 'Miss Elizabeth' with the same ease," Lissa replied. Accustomed to her niece's non sequitars, Molly said nothing, only waited patiently for the younger woman to continue. At last, Lissa went on, "I've been ready to talk about it all along. . .but I wanted it to be on my terms. Not on Rachel's. . .not on my father's. . .just mine. And I felt guilty about that, you know. Especially since Dad never pushed me to talk about it. He and Alex and Nick, they were there. I just couldn't put what I was feeling into words." "And now you can?" Molly asked gently. Lissa didn't answer immediately. . .she was chewing her lower lip thoughtfully, her brows furrowed with concentration. Molly didn't prompt her niece. . .when Lissa was ready to say more, she would. Until then, well. . . "I'm ready now to acknowledge a few things. Yes. . .the choice I was asked to make hurts. It hurts. . .the only comparison I can draw, and it's not a very good one. . .but it's like the pain I felt when I flew home after Cassie was born. I knew I was doing the right thing. . .for her, for you, and for me, but it still hurt. Dear God in heaven, I never dreamed I could love someone as much as I love Cassie! It's a cliche, but. . ." Lissa sighed. "Sweetheart, cliches are grounded in truth. I'm the last person to condemn you for being corny. . .there are times when just watching her sleep makes me teary-eyed. The way watching you and Philip sleep used to get to Fiona. . .I always thought she was being so mushy, the way she would watch you both sleep. And then Cassie was a part of my life, and it wasn't mushy anymore," Molly replied. "I know," Lissa said softly. After a moment, she continued, "So yeah, the choice I made does hurt. But dammit, what else was I supposed to do? Watch my best friend die? I don't think so! And yeah, I'm mad. I'm so mad at God for asking me to give up the career I loved. . .right before I came back, Michael told me that one day I would understand why such a high price was asked of me." "That's a scary thought, isn't it? You were asked to give up something that meant so much to you, so you could understand when someone you loved went through it as well," Molly commented. Her niece nodded, shuddering. Molly put her arm around the younger woman, drawing her close. "I can't help wondering, Aunt Molly. I know, it does no good, just like wondering about the past does no good. But, what could it be? Will Dad need me if he's forced to choose between one of us and the Legacy? That's the only thing I can think of, Aunt Molly, and it scares me," Lissa admitted, resting her head on Molly's shoulder. The linguist had no answers to give her sister's child. . .just love. . . . A quick telephone call to a friend in the morgue turned Adrian Tyler's day from bad to worse. According to his friend, the prisoner in question had died of a massive hemorrhage. His genitals were mutilated beyond belief. . .it was the coroner's opinion that they had exploded. The cellmate had no idea how the other man died. . .not that he really cared about a child molester. But not even a savage beating at the hands of that huge man could have caused the damage to the late prisoner's genitals. I'm in way over my head, Adrian thought unhappily, my daughter is dreaming about an angel of death who kills the inmate who frightened Kendra, and that man turns up dead the following morning. I need help! He thought of the drama in Philip Callaghan's room, then Adrian dialed the number on Lissa Rayne's business card. . . . "So, you think Sandy can salvage her marriage?" Molly asked, her mind returning to the subject of Lissa's partner. The younger woman sighed, sitting down on the bed beside her aunt. She had been wondering about that. She had nothing against Lewis, per se. . .but he didn't seem to understand what being a police detective meant to Sandy. "I don't know, Aunt Molly. It sounds terrible, and Philip would have a few things to say if he heard this, but I'm not sure she should try. Lewis is a nice man, but. . . Sandy does all the work in that marriage, and that's not right! I thought that marriage was supposed to be a partnership. . .not always equal, certainly, but where is it written that the woman has to be the one to give in all the time? That's what Lewis expects of her," Lissa sighed. "Then maybe it's time Sandy got out of that relationship. You're a realist, honey, and Philip is a romantic. There's nothing wrong with that. . .but you've seen too much, heard too much, felt too much to just blindly accept whatever you're told. And anyone who would expect that of you. . .well, they're not living in the real world. If your instincts, if your heart, if your gut tells you that Sandy should leave Lewis, she probably should. But she has to try to work things out," Molly pointed out. "I know. . .for the sake of her peace of mind, she has to try. So she won't always look over her shoulder and wonder about what might have been," Lissa replied and Molly nodded. Lissa hesitated, then asked, "Why did you never get involved with anyone after Anthony died?" "Oh, sweetie, I did. But I never gave them my heart the way I gave it to Anthony. He was my first love, my greatest love. And when I found someone who might have come close, who could have been just as special, the man didn't like children. By that time, I had Cassie, so he was out of the question, of course," Molly replied. Lissa nodded, tracing patterns on the bedspread. She said softly, "You know, I wish I could fall in love with Nick. He's smart and funny and handsome and kind. . .he loves kids. Perfect in every way. But he doesn't make my heart jump. . .there's no passion in my feelings for Nick. I know what love feels like, Aunt Molly, and I can't settle for anything less. I just can't." "Nor should you, honey. . .Derek would tell you that. And don't worry about Nick, he'll be fine. He's a tough young man. A marshmallow at heart, but he can take care of himself," Aunt Molly replied. Lissa nodded and rolled her eyes as her cellular rang. Duty called. . . . While her niece dealt with her phone call, Molly took a few moments to study the younger woman. There were a few more strands of silver in the dark brown hair, but overall, Molly didn't think she had ever seen her niece happier. Aside from the difficulties with Philip, of course. Molly had never fully accepted Philip as a priest. Partly because he was still a sweet, awkward boy of twelve in her heart, the age he was when she last saw him. Part of it was also her strong belief that Philip belonged with her niece. She had never let go of that belief, not even after Philip's ordination as a priest. Moreover, given the recent events, Molly's certainty that her niece and Philip belonged together had grown. Lissa had been asked to leave the force on Philip's behalf for a reason. What that reason was, only time would tell. . . . Lissa listened to Adrian Tyler's story with growing concern. Up until she had brought Philip out of a coma, Adrian had never believed in things he couldn't see. Now, twice within a month, he was being forced to confront something which he didn't understand. That wasn't what troubled Lissa, however. . .it was the involvement of Adrian's thirteen year old daughter. She had known Kendra for almost four years, and this was the first time she had heard anything about the girl having the Sight. Kendra had never said anything about those things. Then again, Lissa admitted, I'm not her mother, her sister, or her aunt. . .there's no need for her to tell me anything. I'm just a lady whose life her father once saved. As Adrian concluded his narrative, Lissa said, "Ok, I understand why you're spooked. Sandy told me about the case when I was at the precinct today. . .it has her spooked as well, and she's not even handling the case. I don't imagine that Kendra is up to talking about it?" "No, not yet. She's trying to convince herself that it was just a dream. I'd like to, but. . .Lis, until two weeks ago, I would have dismissed this as a child's nightmare. But I got to thinking this afternoon. Ever since Kendra was a little girl, she's had this uncanny ability to read my mind, to always know what I needed," Adrian replied. Lissa nodded, even though Adrian couldn't see her, and the doctor continued, his voice dropping, "That's not the only thing. The night before Father Callaghan was attacked, Kendra had a nightmare. She woke up screaming. . .I calmed her as best I could. I mean, she had seen a confrontation between Father Callaghan and Bishop Douglas the previous afternoon, so I figured that's what she was dreaming about. I'm wondering now if there wasn't more to it than that." Lissa's senses went on full alert as she asked slowly, "There was a confrontation between Philip and Bishop Douglas the day before Philip was attacked? Adrian, did Kendra tell you what the confrontation was about?" Her free hand was clenched into a fist at her side. "Not really. . .you mean Father Callaghan didn't tell you? That's odd. . .well, he probably had other things on his mind at the time. I'll call you again when I have a better idea of what's going through Kendra's mind, when she'll be ready to talk to someone else," Adrian offered. "Thanks, that would be terrific, Adrian. Between now and then, if she wants to talk to you about it, don't shut her out, don't make light of this. If I'm right about Kendra's dreams, your daughter will need all the help she can get in dealing with this Sight," Lissa replied. "I can't tell her it doesn't exist. . .not after what happened in Father Callaghan's hospital room. How is he, by the way? Are his ribs and other injuries healing all right?" Adrian asked. Lissa rolled her eyes, and decided not to tell her long-time friend about their journey to the mountains. That would be counterproductive. "He's feeling better, although he's still in pain. That will take some time, however. Listen, Adrian, I have to run. Call me in the next day or two, whenever Kendra feels ready to talk to me. Rachel will be with me," Lissa replied and her aunt rolled her eyes, but Lissa ignored her. There was silence, then Adrian said, "Lissa, you know how I feel about psychiatrists. And my daughter is NOT crazy!" Lissa sighed, rubbing her temples with her free hand. She knew this would be Adrian's reaction, but she also knew her father would insist on Rachel's presence. "I never said that she was crazy, Adrian, but it's part of the procedure. Yes, I do know how you feel about psychiatrists, but it can't be helped. Believe me, if there was a way around this, I would use it!" Lissa retorted. There was another silence, then she heard Adrian sigh. "I know. . .I'm sorry. But I will state this for the record, and tell your father I said so. . .I do not like psychiatrists. I have never liked psychiatrists, and Melody's death didn't improve my opinion of them. If Dr. Corrigan tries to bring Melody's death, or my feelings over my illegitimate status, into the conversation, the interview ends. Understood?" Adrian asked. Lissa rolled her eyes once more, but replied, "You know better than to ask that, Adrian. I will brief Rachel before we go over, and tell her that Melody's death is off-limits. I really don't see why it should even be brought into the conversation, since Kendra was six months old when her mother died, and she wasn't even in the car." There was a rueful laugh, then Adrian said again, "I'm sorry, Lis. I shouldn't judge all shrinks by one. I'll give Dr. Corrigan a fair chance, I promise. I'll let you go. . . see you in a few days. And Lissa. . .thanks in advance." Lissa murmured 'good-bye,' then hung up the phone. Yes, this was very disturbing, especially in light of what Sandy had told her at the police station. "Lissa. . .what's wrong? Why was Adrian Tyler calling you, and what's this about taking Dr. Corrigan with you to an interview?" Aunt Molly asked with concern as Lissa put her cell phone back into her jacket pocket. The ex-cop didn't answer right away. . .she had to call Maeve and Shelagh, but not immediately. She didn't remember the time difference. "I'll explain later, Aunt Molly. . .I need to talk with Dad, and then I should call Sandy. C'mon. I'm sure Dad will need to know everything I do so far," Lissa replied at last. Her aunt nodded and the two women left the room. . . . Alex Moreau returned to the castle at the same time as Rachel Corrigan, and she smiled, seeing the familiar black Range Rover parked beside Nick's Mustang. Good, she thought, everyone is home. With a little bit of luck, Lis and I can keep Molly under control. I hope. She said as she joined Rachel, "Nick, Philip, and Lissa are back. . .I know Derek will be relieved about that." Rachel nodded, looking more than a little relieved, and Alex debated about mentioning Molly's attitude toward Rachel. However, she decided against it. Until Lissa asked for her input, Alex would stay out of it. Unless, of course, Molly ends up going too far. One of her major problems with Rachel has to do with Philip, and I know how he feels about being the cause of arguments. He hates it. . .and he doesn't need any more stress right now, Alex thought. Rachel said, "Derek isn't the only one. Katherine asked me yesterday when they were coming home. She was starting to worry about them." "Well, I would say they're fine. . .we didn't get any phone calls while we were out, telling us to meet everyone at the hospital. That's something, I think," Alex replied and Rachel nodded. She looked tense, as if she was trying to prepare for battle. Alex sighed and pushed open the door, hoping that a battle royale would be averted for now. . . . As Lissa and her aunt headed downstairs to talk with Derek, the front door swung open and Lissa gave a whoop of joy as she saw her former college roommate enter the House. She took the remaining steps two at a time, flinging herself into Alex's arms. Her friend laughed, hugging her and swinging her around as if Lissa was just a child herself. "Yup, we're home, Xan, and all three of us are in one piece. Well, more or less. Hi, Rachel!" Lissa said as Alex put her back on her feet. The psychiatrist smiled at her warmly, a smile which faded as Molly joined them at the foot of the stairs. Lissa suppressed a sigh, seeing the coldness in her aunt's eyes. Oh, no! Don't start, Aunt Molly! However, Molly turned her attention back to Alex and said warmly, "It's good to see you, Alex. . .did you get everything straightened out for your friend?" Alex nodded, her own smile losing some enthusiasm as she looked anxiously from Molly to Rachel and back. Things got even more complicated when Derek and Philip emerged from the study. "Yeah, everything is fine. . .Rachel and I got home at the same time, so we walked in together," Alex replied, making an attempt to thaw some of the ice. Lissa glanced at Philip, who was very, very pale. "You're a good friend, Alex. . .I can't thank you enough for taking such good care of Lissa while you were in college together. She's often accused me of being over-protective, but aside from Cass, my niece is all I have left in the world. And where I love, I do protect," Molly said, pointedly ignoring Rachel, even as she delivered a rather blunt warning with her last sentence. Lissa looked at her father beseechingly and Derek said quietly, "Yes, Alex is a very good friend to Lissa, and the rest of us. . .and she would probably like some time to wash up before dinner. Rachel, Lissa, I understand the two of you have a lot to talk about. . .why don't you come into the study? Philip, you should probably rest for a few minutes before you try to move again." Philip gave an unsteady bob of his head, leaning heavily against the wall. He didn't look well at all. Alex gave both Derek and Lissa a grateful smile as she headed upstairs to shower, then Lissa took Rachel's arm, leading the older woman into the study. Derek was only a few steps behind, leaving Philip and Molly Summers alone in the foyer. I wish I could stay and help Philip, Lissa thought as she, her father, and Rachel went into the study, but I received the rather distinct impression that he would rather handle this alone. And I do need to tell Rachel and Dad what's going on with Kendra Tyler, and what Sandy told me. Aunt Molly won't do anything to hurt Philip, and she won't let him hurt himself. I hope. The ex-cop resolutely turned her mind to the case at hand. . .a little girl needed their help, and Lissa was determined not to let her. . .or Adrian. . .down. She had only to remember the awakening of her own Sight, nearly twenty-two years earlier in her mother's kitchen. She didn't want that for Kendra. And for all her teasing of Adrian, the fact remained, he had saved her life. She was in his debt for that. And Lissa Rayne paid her debts. As the door closed behind Derek, Rachel, and Lissa, Molly was heart-sick to see how pale Philip was. The pain in his eyes went beyond the injuries he had suffered two weeks earlier, and Molly said gently, "Sometimes, Philip, the best way to get your point across is by saying nothing." "True," the young priest replied, his face almost chalk- white, "but it's very unpleasant to watch one friend bein' so cold t' another. Perhaps you'll remember that in the future." Molly was startled by his words and his anger, but the poor kid was in terrible pain. He wasn't exactly in the mood to be tactful, and that was all right. On the other hand, Molly wasn't about to allow that to go unchallenged. She replied quietly, "Friends? Philip, you dear sweet boy, how can you call Rachel Corrigan a friend after the way she's treated you? When she treats you with respect, then I'll treat her with respect." "Friendship is unconditional, Molly. . .and Rachel has always treated me just fine," Philip replied. He turned very slowly toward the study door, then looked over his shoulder and added, "And even if you haven't a mind t' care about Rachel's feelin's, then maybe you should consider Lissa's. She doesn't like seein' this either, you know." With that, he slowly walked back into the study, every movement betraying the amount of pain he was in. Molly watched him go, both proud of his strength and compassion, and frustrated by it. She murmured as the door closed behind him, "Rachel Corrigan doesn't deserve to be called your friend, Philip. But because I love you, and my niece, I will try to be civil to her. That's all I can promise you." Molly closed her eyes, sighing. She would have to talk to her niece later. . .she knew she had upset Lissa, but there was something about Rachel Corrigan which set her off, just by looking at her. And in all honesty, Molly knew that she would have had a low opinion of Rachel, even without Winston Rayne's venting a few days earlier. However, her visit from Winston hadn't helped matters. If anything, it strengthened her resolve to go to San Francisco and see how her niece was faring. I'll apologize to Lissa and Philip later, she thought, right now, I want to go see about Cassie. Molly smiled as she thought of the child, her child and Lissa's. . . . Derek and Rachel listened intently as Lissa explained the phone call from Adrian Tyler. Rachel interrupted long enough to ask, "Is there any possibility that Kendra just dreamed about this man's death, because he had frightened her, and he just happened to die the next morning?" "Well, that's what I want to find out. My instinct tells me to take this seriously, especially after hearing about this case from Sandy. That was why we were late getting home, Dad, because I stopped off to give Sandy her birthday present. Anyhow. . .she was telling me about this case, and it spooks her," Lissa replied. She paused as Philip hobbled into the study, his face almost chalk-white. The ex-cop was on her feet immediately and she ran to Philip's side, putting a supportive arm around him. He leaned on her gratefully, and Lissa said urgently, "Rachel, please get me his pills, they're in my purse." As the ex-cop gently settled Philip on the davenport beside her father, Rachel ran to Lissa's purse and pulled the medication out. She tossed the bottle to the younger woman, who neatly caught it. While Lissa shook two pills out, Rachel poured water into a glass. Philip accepted the glass with a weak smile and swallowed the pills. After a few minutes, Philip murmured, "I'm fine. What were you talkin' about when I came in?" Lissa shifted her weight, allowing Philip to settle against the cushions more comfortably, while Rachel pulled over a chair. The psychiatrist looked a little guilty, and Lissa guessed it was because of Rachel's statements about Lissa never forgiving Philip. Given his pain, how could she be angry with him? "There was a death at the prison last night. . .an inmate named 'Mathews.' Adrian Tyler's daughter Kendra was on a field trip and apparently, this guy made some threats. Scared her terribly. Anyhow, last night she had a dream about this man dying at the hands of a beautiful angel of death," Lissa explained. Philip's eyes widened and the ex- cop added with a sigh, "Yeah, well. . ." "What else do you know, Lissa?" her father asked and Lissa returned her attention to him, trying to remember where she had left off when Philip entered the study. Somehow, he realized this, for he prompted helpfully, "You were telling us about Alessandria's reaction to this case." "Oh, that's right! Yeah, this case really has Sandy spooked and it's not even her assignment. She's been helping the chief with some of the rookies who were just transferred into Vice. She's still on light duty. Dad, in all the time I was Sandy's partner, I've never known her to be spooked by anything," Lissa replied. She paused, then added, "There's something else. The cause of death. According to Adrian and Sandy, Mathews' genitals exploded internally. That is to say, inside his body, his reproductive organs were a mess. There was some external bleeding, but most of the damage was inside. It's like a time bomb went off inside him." What Lissa didn't say, because she knew how both her father and Philip would react, was that the world was a much better place without Adam Mathews. The bastard was a convicted child molester. . .he deserved no pity. Her thoughts were interrupted when Rachel said thoughtfully, "That is strange, but isn't it possible that it's the result of some disease? Have there been any other similar deaths at the prison?" Lissa shook her head. She had thought of that as well, and asked Sandy about it. Rachel added quietly, "I'm sure they're monitoring the other prisoners closely. Lissa. . .what was Mathews' crime?" Lissa took a deep breath, released it, then told them, "He was in jail for child molesting. That's what makes the case of death so spooky, though I didn't realize it until I talked with Adrian. Sandy didn't specify the crime when I was at the precinct earlier. . .she may have thought it was unimportant." Which was an out-and-out lie. . .Lissa knew exactly why her former partner hadn't told her. There was silence for a few minutes, then Philip crossed himself with his good hand. He seemed a little paler than he had a moment earlier, while a hard gleam had appeared in Rachel's brown eyes. She said coldly, "I won't lose too much sleep over his death, then. Don't shake your head at me, Derek, you've never had to counsel a victim." "The guards also talked with Mathews' cellmate," Lissa interposed, wanting to avoid the coming argument between her father and Rachel. She agreed totally with Rachel, but didn't feel like arguing with her father and Philip at the moment. Seeing that she had the attention of the others, Lissa continued, "You have to understand, there is a code among prisoners, and anyone who is in for child molestation is fair game for the other prisoners." "So. . .the guards considered the possibility that Mathews' cellmate killed him?" Philip asked, speaking for the first time since assuring them that he would be all right. Lissa nodded and Philip continued, "I know about the code. When I go t' the prison to hear confessions and talk wi' the inmates, I've been told of that code. Sometimes, the confession is about what's been done t' the child molesters in the showers. That's rare, though." "Because child molesters are considered fair game, exactly," Lissa replied, nodding. She continued after a moment, "Anyhow, while the cellmate did beat up Mathews in the past, and threatened to beat him up if he harmed any of the children on the field trip, he didn't kill Mathews. I'm inclined to trust him. . .he has no reason to lie." "What kind of an idiot takes children on a field trip and exposes them to child molesters? I can't fathom that kind of stupidity," Rachel said, shaking her head in disgust and disbelief, and Lissa responded with a half-smile. It was beyond her as well, but that was beside the point. Rachel continued, "So, where do we go from here? What's next?" "Adrian will call back in a few days, after Kendra has had a chance to calm down. The poor kid is terrified, for obvious reasons. Rachel, I need to warn you right now. . . Adrian has *no* use for psychiatrists at all. To put it bluntly, he hates them. It's a long story, but what it comes down to is, after his wife was killed in a car accident, he went to one of your colleagues, who behaved in what Adrian considered an unprofessional manner," Lissa replied. At Rachel's questioning look, the ex-cop added, "The idiot tried to tell Adrian that there was a correlation between his grief over Melody's death and the traumas which Adrian suffered as an illegitimate child. Don't ask me where that idea came from, don't ask me why Adrian's illegitimacy even came up, but there you have it." Rachel looked at her in astonishment, and Lissa almost laughed. Almost. "I won't even think of asking. . .no discussion of his wife's death or his illegitimacy, not that I would even bring that up. Should there be a correlation between her mother's death and Kendra's visions?" Rachel asked. Lissa shook her head with a rueful smile, momentarily distracted by the conversation. She didn't want to think about Adam Mathews, or the way he died, or how fitting it was. She didn't want to think about it, because she didn't want to discuss it, nor did she want to deal with the memories it brought back. "No," she replied, keeping her mind on the subject at hand, "no, in fact, Kendra was only six months old when Melody died, and she wasn't even in the car at the time, so I really don't see how there could be a correlation between the two situations. I'm not a psychiatrist, though." "I agree. . .but if Kendra wants to talk about her mother, I won't change the subject. Did Dr. Tyler tell you anything more about her dreams?" Rachel asked. Lissa bit her lower lip, trying to remember what Adrian had told her about his daughter's dreams. Rachel said, "Don't worry about it, honey, I'll find out from Kendra." Lissa nodded, trying not to roll her eyes at the endearment. When she had first come to this House, Rachel's habit of calling her 'honey' hadn't bothered her. She had welcomed it, in fact. . .but now, it was starting to irritate her. It was one thing for Alex to call her that, or Nick. She and Alex had a history. . .Xan had known Lissa when she was a fragile sixteen year old college freshman. And it didn't bother her coming from Nick, because he was her big brother. And he had saved her life, and the life of her daughter, that night on the docks. By Lissa's standards, that gave him the right to call her anything he liked, as long as it wasn't 'munchkin.' Rachel, on the other hand. . .coming from Rachel, the endearment was starting to sound patronizing. And Lissa knew how long it would take before the patronization became too much. . .not long at all. She was well aware that she was young, at least in years, and that she hadn't been a member of the Legacy as long as Rachel had. But what Lissa lacked in years, she made up for in experience. There were times when she felt far, far older than her twenty-six years. Times when Rachel, who was over ten years older than Lissa, seemed much younger. Not that Lissa ever said so, of course. . .that would have been churlish, and Lissa didn't wish to alienate the other woman. Which was why she gritted her teeth and ignored Rachel when she started to irritate her. She knew the older woman didn't mean to patronize. . .that was the only thing that kept Lissa from blasting the psychiatrist at times. Lissa said now, drawing her mind once more back to Kendra Tyler, "I think that would be best, Rachel. Meanwhile, Philip Joseph, there's something you haven't told us." She levelled a hard look at her long-time friend, who asked softly, "And what might that be?" Lissa merely looked at him, though she was fairly certain that he didn't even remember the confrontation with Bishop Douglas. Philip asked, his expression now wary, "Why are you lookin' at me the way you did after you remembered those dreams, Lissa? What did I do this time t' infuriate you?" "Philip. . .do you remember a confrontation with Bishop Douglas the day before you were beaten?" Lissa asked, dropping her annoyed act. Philip just looked at her uncomprehendingly and Lissa added with a sigh, "I didn't think you did. . .I just wanted to check." "What about a confrontation? The day before the beating. . .that was almost three weeks ago, Elizabeth. And Dr. Murray did warn us that Philip would suffer some amnesia of the days prior to the beating," Derek said, looking from Lissa to Philip and back again with concern. "I. . .I don't remember anythin' about a confrontation or any kind of strong disagreement wi' the bishop. Although that reminds me, I need t' return t' the church. I've been away too long, and they'll need me," Philip replied. This time, both Lissa and Derek glared at him. "You may visit the church tomorrow, Philip, but you are in no condition to return to work at the parish. I nearly lost you once, and I will not allow you to place yourself in danger a second time. Is that understood?" Derek asked, his voice stern. Lissa added silently, 'young man,' but kept her mouth shut. When Philip nodded, Derek relaxed. "Derek is right. . .you need a few more weeks to recuperate, Philip, if not months. You haven't even been out of the hospital a week. . .give yourself more time," Rachel advised. She looked at her watch, then added, "I should see to Katherine. . .dinner is in an hour?" Derek nodded and Rachel rose to her feet, adding, "I'll see you then." She departed, leaving Philip to ask Lissa, "How did you find out about this confrontation I had wi' the bishop? Did Father Quinlan tell you somethin' and guess that I would remember?" Lissa shook her head, now curiously loathe to explain to her friend how she had learned of it. But, she had brought up the subject, so there was no turning back. "No, actually Adrian told me. It seems the night before you were attacked, Philip, Kendra had a nightmare about the attack. At the time, Adrian dismissed it because Kendra witnessed the confrontation, but now he's not so sure," Lissa replied. She paused, then added quietly, "I really think she has the Sight, in one form or another." "She probably does, Lissa, but we must proceed carefully. A child is at risk, and there could be danger to others. If this man's death is the result of dark magic, there will be other deaths," Derek replied. Lissa nodded and rose to her feet. The impromptu meeting was over. . . . The spirit had forgotten how good it felt. . .being sentient. She wasn't alive, no, but she was in the world again. There was so much she had to learn, but it seemed on this side of the veil, there were no barriers to learning. By the time the sun rose once more, she had learned much. More than thirty years had passed since she had left this world, and there had been many changes. Some good, some bad. The spirit observed with concern how short many skirts and dresses were, and with even greater concern, she noted the way the young females in these clothes were regarded. Thus, during the time she once considered noon, the spirit found herself drawn to one young girl in particular. She was no more than seventeen or eighteen, so young and alive. Her clothes seemed far more modest than the other young girls, but the spirit knew that was irrelevant. Something would happen to her. . .soon. At a little past noon, when the sun was directly overhead, the spirit's instinct was proven correct. The girl was attacked. There was no one to help the screaming, frightened girl. . .no one except the spirit. Once more, rage surged through her. . .wild, hot, and sweet. Sweet because this time, the spirit had the power to stop an innocent from being hurt. This time? However, the spirit didn't allow her momentary confusion to stop her. With only a little concentration, she was able to step inside the man's body. . .and tear it inside out. He doubled over, screaming in agony, and the spirit drew on his pain and fear, fed on it. But she stepped out of his body. Now, she would destroy him from the outside in. By now, the girl had stopped screaming, and she was staring in the general direction of the spirit, awe-struck. She asked, her voice shaking, "Are. . .are you an angel?" The spirit stared back at her. She can see me! It isn't just the men who can see me! And in that split second, the spirit remembered her name. It was such a simple, little thing, but to the spirit, it meant everything. She had a name. . .she had proof that she once existed. Gently, very gently, she replied, "I am an avenging angel, little one. . .now go. I will make certain that this monster harms no more innocents." The girl didn't hesitate. . .her awe now giving way to fear, as she realized how close she had come to a living nightmare. With tears now brimming in her eyes, the girl ran away, leaving the spirit. . .Lucinda Hadley in life. . .to turn on the girl's would-be attacker. Her hands clenched into fists as she said very quietly, "You like the fear, do you? Let's see how much you really enjoy the fear." "Pl. . .please. . .no m. . .more! I'll give you anything you want!" the man pleaded. Lucinda stared down at him, contempt roiling inside her. He really was pathetic, just like all of them. Just like all of his kind. His kind? Once more, Lucinda was startled by the thought, but didn't allow her momentary confusion to distract her. Here, far away from other people, no one could hear his screams of agony and his pleas for mercy. Here, there was no mercy. . . . After concluding her conversation with her father, Lissa went upstairs. She knew her aunt was with Cassie, and that Rachel was seeing to Kat. . .hopefully, there would be no fireworks for a while. Lissa didn't think she could handle that at the moment, not given her present state. Behave, Aunt Molly, she thought, if you love Philip, if you love me, then please, behave yourself! She had never fully escaped the memories, of course. They were with her every day, every hour. Sometimes, they hid in the back of her memory, allowing her to get through each day. And sometimes, she re-lived the nightmare all over again. That was usually at night, when she was alone. Lissa shuddered. She hated the nights sometimes. . .hated the oppressive darkness, hated being alone and afraid. There was a knock at the door and Lissa jumped. She silently cursed herself for being so paranoid, and called, "Come in." The door opened slowly, revealing Nick, and Lissa relaxed. She smiled and said, "So, what's on your mind, brother? And what do you think of the rest of my family?" Nick smiled ruefully, replying, "Your aunt is something else, Lissa. . .I haven't quite figured out what she is, but she's something else. And Cassie. . .she reminds me of what you must have been like when you were a kid. She even looks like you." Lissa froze and Nick asked very gently, "Cassie is your daughter, isn't she, Lis?" He had closed the door behind him after entering, and Lissa asked very softly, "How did you find out?" Nick shrugged and Lissa continued, "Philip didn't tell you, did he?" She hated the rising note in her voice, and fought to calm down. Getting hysterical would solve nothing. . .it would make things worse, and Lissa had enough to deal with at the moment without getting hysterical over this. "Of course he didn't tell me. . .I've seen pictures of you, Lis. Cassie looks just like you did when you were her age. She. . .that's why you were on the docks that night, isn't it? You had found out you were pregnant with Cassie," Nick observed and Lissa nodded, closing her eyes. "Yeah. I knew what my step-father would do to me. . . what he would do to both of us, so I decided to end it then and there. He couldn't ever hurt me again if I was dead. But you changed my mind. So. . .you saved my life and Cassie's, Nick," she replied and Nick smiled sadly. "She's a beautiful little girl. . .you should be very proud of her. I know I'm proud of you. Giving her up, letting your aunt Molly raise her. . .that took a lot of courage, and I know how hard it was for you," he said quietly and Lissa barely managed a half-smile. God, she couldn't deal with this right now! She couldn't deal with the memories, with the sympathy, with the pain. However, she said, "I did what was necessary, Nick. Have you talked with Alex?" The ex-SEAL shook his head, his eyes narrowing. He knew there was something troubling Lissa. He was too smart not to know when she was shutting down. He knew her too well, but not well enough to know why. But he didn't push, didn't pressure her to tell him what was on her mind. Instead, he replied, "No, I haven't seen her since she got home, and by the way, that was a nice save there. I was just coming out of the kitchen when Alex and Rachel got back. . .I saw you heading off trouble." This time, Lissa's smile was broad as she replied, "Yeah, well, Alex had enough to deal with. . .and Philip would have interfered. That's not good for his health at the moment, Nick, confrontations only upset him. I'm trying to avoid upsetting him. . .we finally got our friendship back on track, and now I'm making up for lost time." "Silly girl. . .don't you know that's not necessary? Philip cares about you no matter what, so stop trying so hard to protect him! Now, tell me how Sandy is doing. Don't give me that look, I know she's been having problems with her husband. I figured that was part of the reason for our stop at the precinct this afternoon," Nick said. Lissa shook her head with a smile and told him what she knew. . . . Talking with Lissa Rayne made Adrian feel somewhat better. He smiled. . .he had liked the young spitfire cop from the first time he met her. She had actually been unconscious the first time he saw her, and rather fragile for several weeks after, but he sensed her spirit even then. The ex-cop reminded him of his mother. . .his aunt by blood, his mother by love. He had called the woman who raised him that once, and it made her smile. Lissa had her spunk, her unwillingness to take nonsense from anyone, for any reason. Adrian almost laughed, remembering her admonition for him to see to Philip Callaghan as she was being wheeled into the OR. . .she would be fine. Adrian had little doubt of that. . .but Philip had been in good hands with Justin Mackintosh, and Adrian wanted to see to Lissa. She was a stubborn girl, and after meeting her father, Adrian knew where she got it. This time, Adrian did laugh. Yeah, he thought, as if you and Kendra have any room to talk? She's just as stubborn as you are, so don't go busting on Lissa for being the same way. Kendra entered the kitchen, interrupting Adrian's thoughts, and said softly, "Sorry I fell apart earlier, Dad." Adrian smiled in what he hoped was a reassuring way, and Kendra continued, "Did you call Detective Rayne? I heard you talking to someone named 'Lissa' on the phone." "Yup, that's exactly right. Sweetheart. . .I know this is scary for you, but Detective Rayne wants to talk to you about the dream you had. She'll be bringing a friend with her, Dr. Corrigan. Will you be able to handle that?" Adrian asked. Kendra sat down at the table with him. "Dr. Corrigan? She's a shrink, isn't she?" the girl asked and Adrian flinched. I might have known, the doctor thought, she's picked up my bias. Well, I hope Rachel Corrigan has a sense of humor, or at least doesn't take herself too seriously. Otherwise. . . "Well, yes, she is. But. . .Kendra, honey, what if I were to tell you that Detective Rayne is like you?" Adrian asked. His daughter looked at him, confused, and the doctor continued, "What if I were to tell you that she can see things in her dreams? That she sees things which other people can't?" Kendra's eyes widened. "Then I'm not a freak?" Kendra gasped and Adrian gaped at his daughter. What had he done to her, that she thought she was a freak? Kendra continued, "Detective Rayne. . .she wouldn't think I was crazy? She'd believe me?" There was such hope in her voice, it broke Adrian's heart. "Yes, baby doll, I think she would. Sweetheart. . . there's something you should know. I hadn't planned to tell you, because I didn't want to frighten you, but maybe I should tell you. Father Philip didn't come out of his coma alone. . .Detective Rayne helped him," Adrian began.